Minus pa din
I used the Medic brand (EPT Kit) I bought from Mercury Drug yesterday. And ang result ... NEGATIVE!!!! Pero nung nag-dry up na siya, may faint line nanaman sa 2nd line. Counted ba yun? Sabi nga ng kuya ko "Hangga't delayed may pag-asa, keep the faith". I was crying again last night. Sabi ko na nga ba eh hindi ko mapipigilan ma-disappoint nanaman eh. I texted my hubby about the faint line, sabi niya "Labs hintayin nalang natin sa ibang araw yung result, wag ka na masyado mag-iisip ok? luv u" Awww, isn't my hubby the sweetest? :)
Hangga't delayed may pag-asa ... hangga't delayed may pag-asa ...
Alam nyo ba kung ano nararamdaman ko ngayon? I'm such a loser ... wala na nga ako trabaho, di pa makabuo ng anak ... oh life is so cruel sometimes :( and I can't help but wonder why ...
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hmm, i don't think the faint line counts :(. when i used it, it came out positive right away. cheer up girl! thinking negatively will do you no good. and besides, i will tell you this: ENJOY YOUR TIME WITH YOUR HUSBAND. once the babies come, that is it -- no more sleep, no more sex 24/7, not as many dates as before, no more shopping (you think about the diapers and items you could buy for your babies with the money you spend on things you want)... THE LIST GOES ON. your time will come; that's how life works, you know that. when you least expect it, you'll get your line :).
-jen
hi ann. don't fret and take it out on you. it's not ur fault that you don't have a baby yet. siguro nd pa lang time. i agree with jen, minsan masarap isipin being pregnant, having a baby. pero once andyan na, gusto mo naman ibalik! hahaha! enjoy ur time with hubby, don't think too much about being pregnant and not being pregnant. it will just give you unnecessary stress. lalo lang kayo mape-pressure. try and try na lang until you succeed =D.
d bale, magkaka baby din tayo. sooner or later!
sis, don't be too hard on yourself. it's nobody's fault. things will fall into place in His time. i'm sure you know that. wag ka masyadong ma-strss, baka nagkaka-nega effect pa yun sa inyong baby making ni hubby. ;) tama yung sinabi ni jen & cheche. your time will come, pero in the meantime enjoy yourselves muna. =)
Jen, QT and Dionne, thanks for your kind words. Ayoko ma-depress talaga, I'm trying not to. Kaya nga inaaliw ko nalang sarili ko by watching tv and bloghopping. Minsan nga ayoko na mag-bloghop lalo na pag nababasa ko yung tungkol sa pregnancy nila. Nakakainggit ... wish I could have much time with my hubby, pero masyado kasi nako-consume ang time niya with other things. Di pa ata nag-sisink in sa kanya na may asawa na siya :)
sucks big time. but don't worry, things will get better... hopefully. Just try to think positive.
hi Saisho, I'm trying to think positive talaga and as much as possible wag ma-depress ... wait muna ako ng 1 week, and test ulit ako. :)
hi cosmic sis, wag na masyadong mag-worry, baby will come in His time. dagdag stress lang ung pagpe-pressure sa sarili...enjoy na muna..try and try again :)
hi cosmis sister, thanks ha :) nahihirapan na kasi ako eh, saka wala kasi diversion ... hindi ako nagwowork, job hunting pa din. kaya dito lang ako nakatutok sa bahay ... kaya ang hirap hindi ma-depress pero ok naman ako ... still keeping my fingers crossed, may next week pa naman di ba :)
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