uy... may blogsite na ako!

I just finished transfering my journals from my wedding multiply site ... and I thank Wella (sis, sobrang thank you! mwah!) at inayos niya ang blogsite ko. wala pa naman siya masyado maayos sa blogsite ko kasi wala pa naman akong updates about my wedding. Para di na ako maghirap maglagay sa blog ko pag may updates na nga hahaha! Natuwa si Wella sa Ticker ng Daisy Path at naglagay din siya sa blog niya. hehehehe! Yesterday, I slept all day. Ang dami ko panaginip na super weird.

First, an airplane crashed in our house in Bulacan ... sabi sa Dream Dictionary about Airplane Crash: To dream of being in this event is a feeling of not only a dramatic negative change in your life, but also to everyone around you as well as your envorment. A very negative symbol and should be meditated upon. To dream of witnessing this event is symbolic of feelings of helplessness in the face of a great tragedy. In prohetic dreams this heralds a great change in the distant future (planes are associated with great distance). This change may not be negative. Hmmm...

Second, I caught a rattle snake in our garden (hmmm... di ba pera ibig sabihin nun? hehehe) According ulit sa Dream Dictionary: A snake, being the ages old symbol of evil or satan, makes it a bad omen to have one show up in a dream. To see a lone snake and feel threatened by it shows that you have a bad enemy that is even then working against you, it also a warning against bodily harm from an enemy. To dream of many snakes in a pit is the foreboding of much bad luck in love or business. Should you overcome and kill a threatening snake in your dream shows that you will overcome your adversary and win out. Hay ano ba naman to ... katakot!

And last but not the least... ang pinaka weird sa lahat ng panaginip ko kahapon ... I was wearing a bridal gown daw ... tapos siyempre a photographer was there tot ake my pictures ... after na ako mag-pose bigla lumapit sa akin yung photographer ... sabi niya "Maam, ok na po, pwede mo na hubarin yan gown at hinahanap na po ng may-ari" ... grabe pagkagising ko tawa ako ng tawa... kasi naman no mega-pose ako di pala akin yung gown na yun hehehehe! According nanaman sa Dream Dictionary: To dream of being the groom or bride - Desire to marry. Face of fiancé': Reassuring. Face of a non- candidate friend: Patience required. Faceless: no prospective partner there yet. Hmmm... teka hanap pa ako ng ibang meaning ... wedding - A desire fulfilled if there is no ready mate. Preparing your mind set for the future. Prior to actual wedding: To be expected. Sige pwede na to...at least positive. Meron ako nakita napaka-negative, and I don't want to publish it here... kasi baka pati ako matakot ... ayoko ganun mangyayari no!

Origami

I'm so fascinated with origami (the art of paper folding) ... I wanted to try pero I can't seem to buy a good one. A friend gave me origami papers but still its in my baul ... nanghihinayang ako gamitin siya kaya minsan I practice with gift wrappers. Last Monday, I cancelled my trip back to Laoag (for some reasons, I don't know... oh sige... tinamad ako bumyahe hahaha!). When my Dad came home, he gave me a box (uy Hello Kitty!) and said it was from Kaye (a friend who married a Japanese citizen last month). And when I saw it ... its an origami kit with all the materials needed. Jason and I were so excited to do it ... it tooks hours and hours to fold it... (nakakapagod pala) It's a cute Hello Kitty parasol ...

Siyempre while doing it (the origami thing) we're talking about our wedding preps ... ako lang yata yung may blog site na wala pang nakalagay na preparations eh. Kasi we haven't finalize our dates yet sa church. Ok it's not what you think ... ready na kami pareho tie the knot pero ang hirap lumakad ngayon ... kasi magkalayo kami ng work (he's in Manila, I'm in Laoag) kaya ang scheds minsan di nagmi-meet. He told me we'll go there sa church Tuesday afternoon to have an cocular inspection of the place (but I'm sure it's perfect na for us). I said, OK ...

Kaso yun nga lang something came up ... muntikan na nag-overheat yung car niya. He went to his mechanic ... whole day siya nandun ... I just waited there sa house for him. Pagdating niya, almost 6pm na ... and kawawa naman di pa kumakain since lunch time. Sabi ko sa kanya "Labs, di na tayo nakapunta sa church..." and he said "OO nga eh, di bale pagbalik mo nalang sure na sure na yun pupunta na tayo sa church para magpa-reserve ng date ok?"

Last Sunday naman after watching Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire, we went to his friends birthday party. And nandun yung friend nya na Caterer. I already discuss to him what I wanted sa wedding and everything ... sabi ni Raymond "walang problema Ann, basta makasal na kayo ni Jason gagawin natin lahat, kontakin ko lahat ng suppliers ko for that" Ahihihihi ang sweet ... now you know kung anong klaseng pressure nararamdaman ni Jason ngayon ... sobra sobra na talaga ... kaya nga ako hindi ko na siya masyado kinukulit kasi baka mamaya mag-breakdown na yun eh.

I'm working on my DIY Save-the-Date Card ... its for my aunts and uncles in the US... they wanted to attend the wedding kaya I should inform them immediately hehehehe! The problem is ... still no date to be saved???

Wedding Rant...

Been away for a month ... SWAT team ako ng Contractor namin kaya nadestino ako sa office nila. One month I stopped doing my research on the net on my wedding details and reading mails from W@W ... Still have 214 Digested email (25 emails each) to read on.

My mom suggested to change the date for our wedding... She wanted it to be on October 14, 2005 ... why? Birthday nya yun para daw masaya ... anniversary namin eh birthday nya, double celebration daw palagi. Jason thought about it and he agreed.

Medyo nahihirapan ako mag-asikaso ... kahit next year pa yung wedding... kasi ayaw kumilos ni Jason mag-isa. Inaasahan niya ako eh I'm here in Laoag while he's in Manila. Ang hirap ng magkalayo, parang nasa abroad ako at siya nasa Pilipinas... Kahit manlang sana mag-inquire about the church sana gawin niya, ayaw nya rin eh. Gusto niya kasama ako.

Kinakabahan nga ako, baka di namin ma-meet yung budget na kailangan namin for our wedding. One time I cried hard on the phone telling him na wag pilitin kung di pa pwede... pero siya talaga yung disidido na ituloy, by hook or by crook ... And that makes me love him more sobra ... hehehehe! Kilig ...

ok enough of this ... I need to go home, its getting dark already!