Wedding Rant...

Been away for a month ... SWAT team ako ng Contractor namin kaya nadestino ako sa office nila. One month I stopped doing my research on the net on my wedding details and reading mails from W@W ... Still have 214 Digested email (25 emails each) to read on.

My mom suggested to change the date for our wedding... She wanted it to be on October 14, 2005 ... why? Birthday nya yun para daw masaya ... anniversary namin eh birthday nya, double celebration daw palagi. Jason thought about it and he agreed.

Medyo nahihirapan ako mag-asikaso ... kahit next year pa yung wedding... kasi ayaw kumilos ni Jason mag-isa. Inaasahan niya ako eh I'm here in Laoag while he's in Manila. Ang hirap ng magkalayo, parang nasa abroad ako at siya nasa Pilipinas... Kahit manlang sana mag-inquire about the church sana gawin niya, ayaw nya rin eh. Gusto niya kasama ako.

Kinakabahan nga ako, baka di namin ma-meet yung budget na kailangan namin for our wedding. One time I cried hard on the phone telling him na wag pilitin kung di pa pwede... pero siya talaga yung disidido na ituloy, by hook or by crook ... And that makes me love him more sobra ... hehehehe! Kilig ...

ok enough of this ... I need to go home, its getting dark already!