Accomplishments as of April 2006

Just wanna share with you my accomplishments on my one week leave in the office for my wedding preps. Hmmm... not much but at least nagkaroon ng konting linaw hehehe.

April 24, 2006, Monday

Went to my dentist for some adjustments on my braces. I'm planning to take it off before my wedding day kaya super tutok si Dra. Baditz sa teeth ko ngayon.

After that we went to Gateway Mall, para magpalamig kasi its super duper hot kaya sa labas (and Jason's car has no tint at all kaya mainit talaga). Hinanap namin yung Suarez Wedding rings. We really don't have plans on getting our rings kaso when we learned na initial deposit of 1,000 lang ang kailangan for the rings eh namili na kami ng design. We got ours for ... secret... below 20k naman yun. And its a simple two toned ring. Nagandahan kami sa kanya. Nung una may design pang nalalaman tong si Jason eh. Nung nalaman niya na walang mold for the design he wanted and it will cost him additional charges, kinalimutan na niya yung design at pinili na yung meron sila. Hahaha G.I. kasi si Jason eh. hihihihi!

Tapos we went to Windmills and Rainforest to pay the 30% downpayment for the lock up price. Kaso si Ms. Nora wala pa sa sa place dahil hindi pa daw tapos gawin yung car niya. So we went muna sa Papemelroti.
Kaso wala sila sample Wedding Invitation sa Roces Branch. It's cheap and simple. Very personalized. nagustuhan namin siya ni Jason. For 100 pcs of one-page invite (with envelope) cost 1,720 ... oh di ba ang saya? kung may second page pa like sa entourage list etc... just add 1,520 for 100 pcs. Ang galing di ba? Nag-eemail na ako ngayon sa papemelroti. Madami pa ako questions sa kanila eh. I'm also planning to get them for our thank you cards and "just married" tarpauline. Meron silang two designs na kailangan pa namin pagpilian eh. hmmm... ano kaya?

Balik nanaman kami ng Windmills. Pinatanggal na naim yung sa cake since we're planning to get a minicake tree. Then we paid the 30% downpayment na. All in all 50% na nadownpayment namin sa Windmills. At least di ba medyo ok na kami dun.

April 25, 2006 ... Tuesday

We went to Ms. Emily Uy of Sugarbox in Sta. Cruz. Hindi ko akalain ang taas pala ng shop niya ... hiningal ako hahaha. Very accommodating naman si Ms. Emily. Saka sabi niya I look like Jolina Magdangal daw ... hahaha si Ms. Emily talaga oh. On with the cake tasting. Masarap ang cakes niya. Pero ang pinili namin assorted except chocolate. Ayaw namin ng chocolate cake ni Jason saka masyado ng common hihihi. She made 4 designs for our 75 pcs minicake. Silang dalawa ni Jason nag-conceptualize ng color. While me just eating the last pieces of the cake (takaw ko grabe!). Since Jason is an Architect and I'm an Architecture graduate din, she said yung groom topper naka-hard hat. Kaso ano kaya representation ko? gusto ko sana ako yung draftsman ang dating hahaha! may drafting table ba! tapos may pencil sa tenga nyahahaha! Already paid the 50% downpayment.

Then we went to Ysabelle Fashions. Kaso wala naman yung store designer. Kaya hindi rin ako nakapagpagawa ng gown ko sa kanila. Sa Bridal Factory naman, nasa abroad si Ms. Rhoda kaya di din kami nagkita. First week of May pa siya babalik ng Pinas. Eh surely nasa Laoag na ako nun kaya I texted her na I'll meet her before May ends.

After that we went to SM Manila to meet Mr. Rex Rosario of Flora@eleven_01 for our entourage flowers. He quote us na pasok sa budget. Ang dami pang freebies. We paid our downpayment and booked him. And since we're the first to booked him for October, may free services pa hanggang church, dadagdagan daw nila yung flower arrangements ng church pag medyo kulang sa dating yung arrangement ng Twin Hearts. Sila na din maghehelp mag-pin or magbigay sa mga entourage ng mga flowers nila. Ok din kausap si Mr. Rex ... and very honest siya na ayaw niya yung design ng buttonierre na napili ko. Hahaha loko talaga si Mr. Rex.

April 25, 2006 ... Wednesday

My MOH and cousin, Bing, and I went to Quiapo to buy materials for our ceremonial cord, accents for our pens, wishes inserted on our cake and kissing bells. Naaliw kami masyado, pati yung para sa kakikayan namin eh binili na din namin ... medyo malaki nagastos namin pero pareho kami nakangiti na lumabas ng Wellmanson at iniimagine na ang itsura ng cord ko.

Habang papunta kami sa sakayan ng Divisoria, nakita namin yung Maning's Lace Shop. Pumasok kami at inquire kami on the wedding packages. 20k ang wedding package niya. Then I asked kung entourage lang, sabi ni Mr. Willie So ibibigay nalang daw niya sa akin ranging from 1,500 to 2k per gown. Uy ang bait naman medyo great deal na din ha. Baka nga mabawasan pa kasi walang beadwork yung sa mga abay ko eh. Maganda lang ang mga cut nila at iba-iba ang design. Walang pareho.

Nagpunta na kami ng Divisoria to buy the kissing bells. I only bought 75 pieces. Nakalimutan ko nga bumili ng party poppers eh. Sa sobrang pagod na namin ni insan, nakalimutan talaga namin hahaha. Wait nalang for the photos ng DIY namin ni insan.

Goodbye Max...

In loving memory of Max

I learned about the sad news today. Our dear 11 month old labrador pet Max died in a hit-and-run accident. I was crying when dad and mom called me about this. My kuya was actually the one who brought him to the hospital. The doctor said he only have 2 hours to live. Popoy, our golden retriever dog was so sad, searching where Max is. My kuya never left him and I think he have an idea already where Max is. Uuwi pa naman ako ng Manila this weekend... and hindi ko manlang nakasama si Max ...

We'll surely gonna miss you! Goodbye, dear friend!

Blue Lagoon, Pagudpud, Ilocos Norte

Yesterday, Dad and Mom along with my brother Lloyd and my Amore Jason came from Manila for a vacation. My grandma was teasing me that I'm very very happy daw kasi nandito na si Jason. Ahihihihi kilig... wala naman kami ginawa kundi kumain at matulog. Nasa iisang kwarto lang kami. Si Dad at Mom nasa kama while my bro, me and Jason sa sahig magkatabi. O ang saya di ba? super bonding hihihi!

Yesterday, we went up North of Ilocos Norte. Pagudpud is known to be "Boracay of the North" because of the beautiful beaches and white sand.

We went to Blue Lagoon, Pagudpud ... nope we didn't swim ... naglaro lang kami ... yes naglaro lang kami ng kapatid ko, mga pinsan ko at ni Jason hihihihi! We arrived in Blue Lagoon at 6:00 a.m. and the place doesn't look good in photos. Good thing I had some shots of it last year. I took this at around 10:00 a.m. I got it from my photo collections. It is a hidden bay found at Maira-ira Point, which is a half-moon in shape edifice, by the Nacatnagan Cliff in the east and the Dos Hermanos in the north. This place is where you can escape the hustle and bustle of city life. Reaching the place is quite tiresome for it is around 2.5o kilometers away from the highway with rigged roads and it is found at the interior part of Sitio Malingay. On the way is thick forest and you can also have glance of the sea. Malingay Cove is famous for its crystal blue water and fine white sand.

Hep, di po prenups yan hahaha! Nagpakuha kami sa brother ko para may souvenir kami ni labs hehehe! Original plan talaga Mag-pe-prenups kami dito along with my photo hobbyist friend Dennis. Eh kaso pahirapan ang reservation dito sa Pagudpud. Saka problema ang sasakyan kaya I told him na sa ibang place nalang pero kung willing pa din siya eh di good hahaha!

Is it too obvious Jason loves the place so much? O siya lang ang gusto kong subject? hahahaha! May dala siyang Dragonball ... joke hehehe! Oh and that's Sebastian, the crab. Dead na siya pero di pa mukhang patay hihihihi!

Di po kami ang F4 ha hehehe! nataon lang na ganyan position namin lahat tapos sabi ng pinsan ko "Oi wag kayo gagalaw... " Kaya ayan hehehe!

Patapat Falls

I must say mas nag-enjoy kami dito. Kasi sa sobrang init ang sarap maligo dito sa waterfalls na ito. Malamig yung tubig as in super cold ... kuha ka ng water from the fridge, ganun kalamig. If you have migraine, I'm sure matatanggal pag naligo ka dito. Kung may dala kang softdrinks na di malamig, ilagay mo lang sa ilog na yan, lalamig na hahaha! Sabi nga ng tito ko, pag cold season, nagyeyelo daw yung tip ng mga bato na yan. Imagine nyo na kung gaano kalamig yung tubig. Hehehehe!

Nung nakita ni Jason to, ayaw na niyang umalis. Umaakap na siya sa mga bato. I took this shots again last year hehehe! obvious ba hindi ako nag-swimming last year ang dami kong kuha ng place eh. Saka medyo scary nga lang pag naanod ka hanggang baba ... kasi sa China Sea ka na pupulutin. May nag-aabang na sharks na dun sa dulo kaya wala din masyado pumupunta banda sa baba. Eto lang pinakamagandang shot namin dito...yung iba candid ... medyo di maganda itsura namin hahaha!

Patapat Bridge

This shot was taken last year when we first got here in Laoag. The shots we took was not that good so I got some from my photo collection.


FYI from www.pagudpud.gov.ph:

Patapat bridge is a winding bridge found at the foot of the cliff of the North Cordillera Mountain Ranges. It connects Barangay Balaoi and Pancian and it is around 1.2 kilometers long. This bridge is often referred to as the “French Riviera of the North”. Along the bridge, you can pass the Mabugabog Falls that serves as a source of power for the mini hydroelectric plant. It is only during the rainy days when it shows its splendor with its water dropping rhythmically to precipice on the rocky shore of the sea below. While at the middle of the bridge, you could take a look at the amazing view of the sea and the luxuriant mountains that is 200 meters above sea level. The bridge itself is a superb craft of men and the fabulous sceneries that surrounds it makes it really a breathtaking to behold.

Now this is me and Jason on that bridge. Shot taken by my cousin and my bro. May shots din sila of course. Buti nga medyo maganda na kulay ng paligid. Kasi an hour before di pa masyado blue ang sky and di pa din masyado green ang paligid.

That's Mom and Dad ... Si mommy color combination niya yung motiff namin sa wedding hihihi. Ngayon ko lang napansin.

That's my mega healthy brother dear hehehe! Panay ang pose kasi ini-inggit niya yung girlfriend niya na suppose to be kasama din sa trip kaso di pinayagan ng mommy niya.

That's me with cousin Nurse Rema and my pasaway cousin Fuji, na super duper nahilo sa zigzag road ... buti nalang di siya nag-throw up yung car kundi lagot siya kay dad hahaha!

Bangui Bay Wind Farm

Towering on a strip of shoreline along the Bangui bay here are 15 wind turbines that have started generating "clean power" under the Philippine's first wind farm feeding an initial 7 megawatts, equivalent to 40 percent of Ilocos Norte's power requirement. Also a first in South East Asia, the Philippine wind power plant is composed of 15 wind turbines with a hub height of 70 meters and 41meter rotor blades having an installed capacity of 25 MW. Lahat ng houses papuntang windmill lahat naka Dream Cable. Sosy sila ha hehehe! Ang init ng buhangin as in. Di ka pwede mag-barefoot. Pero malamig dito kasi nga may windmill eh. The best time to go here is early morning or late afternoon. Konti lang posing namin dito kasi nagugutom na kami. Saka may isa pa kami pupuntahan eh.

Burgos Lighthouse

Based on historical records, Cape Bojeador was built on March 31, 1892—which now makes the structure 114 years old presently. Aside from being one of the oldest intact structures, it is also considered to be the tallest lighthouse in the country. We don't have much photos in this place because its super duper hot. And ang daming tao nagpunta. Di na nga kami makapunta sa pinakamataas eh. Ang haba ng pila. Kaya hanggang dun lang kami sa pinaka landing niya. Ang taas ng rising ng stairs paakyat. Lumabas lahat ng fats ko grabe! Pagdating namin sa taas hinihingal kami lahat hahaha! Nawala ang poise!

Rules for a Happy Marriage

got this fromwww.weddingdetails.com

Rules for a Happy Marriage

1. Never both be angry at the same time.
2. Never yell at each other unless the house is on fire.
3. If one of you HAS to win an argument, let it be your mate.
4. If you have to criticize, do it lovingly.
5. Never bring up mistakes of the past.
6. Neglect the whole world rather than each other.
7. Never go to sleep with an argument unsettled.
8. At least once every day try to say one kind or complimentary thing to your life's partner.
9. When you have done something wrong, be ready to admit it and ask for forgiveness.
10. It takes two to make a quarrel, and the one in the wrong is the one who does the most talking.

Made in Heaven

And here's another one... susme! Nagiging corny na ata ako at pa-baduy ng pabaduy hahahaha! Penge po ng MP3 nito please!

Made in Heaven

by: Saling Ket feat. Rey Valera

Verse1

Parang nasa langit ako, kay saya sa piling mo

Nag-iba ang aking mundo, langit ang nadarama ko

Ito na ba ang pagmamahal, na made in heaven?

Verse2

Hulog ka ng langit sa akin, ang hiling ngayon dumating

Mga pusong magkalayo, kung paano nagtatagpo

Ito na ba ang made in heaven?

Chorus:

Mapalad lang ba nang makita ka at ito at hindi sadya?

Ngiti mo ba ay nagkataon lang nang tumitig ako sa’yo?

Mapalad lang ba na sa landas mo nasalubong kita?

Mapalad lang ba kung mamahalin mo sa habangbuhay?

Nais kong isiping lahat ng ito ay made in heaven

Ummmm.. pagmamahal (pagmamahal)

Na made in heaven

Mapalad lang ba nang makita ka at ito at hindi sadya?

Ngiti mo ba ay nagkataon lang nang tumitig ako sa’yo?

Mapalad lang ba na sa landas mo nasalubong kita?

Mapalad lang ba kung mamahalin mo sa habangbuhay?

Nais kong isiping lahat ng ito ay made in heaven

Ummmm.. pagmamahal (pagmamahal)

Na made in heaven

Pang Habangbuhay

I'm looking for an MP3 of this song. I always hear this every hour at i-FM Laoag. Baduy ng station ba? No choice eh, what do i expect hahaha! Sana meron mag-send sa akin ng MP3 nito :( Tunog luma siya ... hehehehe! Pero nice song I'm telling you.

Pang Habangbuhay

by: Saling Ket feat. Rey Valera

Verse:

Sana pagtanda ko, kasama kita

Laging kapiling sa lungkot at saya

Maaari bang maglambing sa'yo?

At sabihn ang nasa puso ko?

Minsan ay nangangambang

Baka iwanan mo

Chorus:

Handa akong subukin ang walang hanggan

Gagawin ko para lang sa'yo

Sana ito rin ang 'yong nadarama

At hindi ako nag-iisa

Nais ko'y pag-ibig na panghabangbuhay

Nais ko'y pag-ibig na handang magtagal

Nais ko'y pagmamahal na galing sa'yo

Nais ko'y pag-ibig na panghabangbuhay

REPEAT ALL

This Side Up: Kape, sisig, yosi at ikaw

A friend sent this through e-mail. I asked her who wrote the article. She forgot daw pero ang source is from www.peyups.com ... Again hindi po ganito ang love story namin ni Jason pero we are in the same state ... "parang kami pero hindi" before we became a couple. I just want to share it with you. Para medyo maaliw naman ang umaga ninyo. mwah!

This Side Up : Kape, sisig, yosi at ikaw

Contributed by noringai (Edited by blue_kuko)

Monday, March 27, 2006 @ 12:00:51 AM

Source: www.peyups.com

Kape

We started over coffee, sabi ng isang kanta. At doon nga tayo nagsimula – sa kape. Niyaya mo akong magkape isang hapon. Over cappuccino, nagkuwentuhan tayo. Kung anu-ano lang. Mababaw. Malalim. May kwenta. Wala. Hindi pa ubos ang kape ko pero sabi ko, kailangan ko na umalis. Alam mo bang gumawa lang ako ng excuse para madala ko iyong cup ng tall cappuccino kung saan may nakasulat na pangalan mo? Kasi, itatago ko siya, bilang memento ng una nating pagkakape. Pakiramdam ko kasi, magiging significant sa buhay ko ang araw na iyon.

Hindi nga ako nagkamali.

Nasundan pa ng maraming beses ang pagkakape natin. Hindi ko na nga mabilang sa dami. Madalas, kahit nakapag-kape na ako, kapag nag-yaya kang mag Starbucks, papayag agad ako. Kaya may mga araw na napaparami ako ng kape. Mga araw na hyper ako at walang kapaguran. Mga araw na hindi ako puwedeng gulatin, baka atake sa puso ang aabutin ko. Mga araw na parang may kabayong tumatakbo sa dibdib ko, although baka dahil lang din iyun sa presensiya mo. Mga gabing hindi ako makatulog dahil nasobrahan ako ng kape, at nasobrahan sa iyo.

Sisig

Pork sisig ang inorder ko the first time we had lunch together. At unang beses pa lang kitang nakasama, nasaksihan ko na kung paano ka mag-alaga. Marami na akong nakasabay na mag-lunch pero sa iyo, doon ko lang uli naramdaman na inaasikaso at pinagsisilbihan. Saka, kahit na maraming tao doon sa restaurant na pinagkainan natin, parang tayong dalawa lang ang nandoon.

Hindi ko na mabilang kung ilang beses ako umorder ng sisig tuwing magkasama tayo. Sisig sa lunch, sisig sa dinner, sisig din ang pulutan kapag nag-iinuman tayo. Sisig nga din ang hinanda ko noong unang beses kitang pinagluto, di ba?

Marami na akong natikman na sisig, pero iyong unang beses na nag-lunch tayo, iyun na yata ang pinakamasarap na sisig na natikman ko.

Yosi

Matagal ko na tinigil ang yosi pero noong makita kitang magyosi noong nag-kape tayo, humingi ako sa iyo. Ang sarap kasi pagsabayin ng yosi at kape. They complement each other.

Kaya sa tuwing magkasama nga tayo, napapayosi na rin ako. At hindi ko na namalayan, bumabalik na naman ako sa addiction ko sa sigarilyo.

Naalala mo iyong isang beses na naiwan mo ang yosi mo sa bahay? Dinala ko ang yosi mo sa opisina. Nagulat ang mga officemates ko noong nakita nilang may isang kaha ako ng yosi. Bakit daw ako nagyoyosi uli. Sinabi ko na yosi mo iyun, inuubos ko lang kasi sayang.

Humirit iyong isa, “Hindi ko yata gusto yang lalakeng iyan para sa iyo… He’s bad for your health.” Hindi ako nakasagot.

IkawParang eksena sa pelikula kung paano tayo pinagtagpo ng tadhana. Nakakatawa nga eh, nagbabasa ako ng “When God writes your love story” habang may nakasaksak na earphones sa tenga ko noong pag-angat ko ng mukha, nakita kitang dumaan sa harap ko. Nagkatinginan tayo ng ilang segundo pero nilampasan mo lang ako at patuloy ka sa paglakad mo. Ilang hakbang na ang layo mo noong lumingon ka sa akin. Ngumiti ako sa iyo at nilapitan mo ako. Doon na nagsimula ang lahat.

Dumating ka sa buhay ko ng hindi ko inaasahan. Pero sa padating mo, kasabay noon ang pagbago ng mundo ko. Sa kabila ng pagiging abala ko sa maraming bagay, pagdating sa iyo, nasisira lahat ng plano ko. Hindi ko na napapansin ang oras kapag magkasama tayo. At napupuna ko na lang, lagi na kitang hinahahap. Parang hindi kumpleto ang araw ko kapag hindi kita nakikita. At kahit na lagi kitang nakakasama, mawala ka lang sandali sa tabi ko, miss na agad kita.

Lahat na ng kabaduyan, pumapasok sa isip ko kapag naaalala kita.

Mahal na nga yata kita.

Kahit hindi tama.

***

How can something so wrong feel so right? Iyan ang tanong ko noong minsang matutulog na ako at nakayakap ka sa akin. Mali ito, oo. Pero bakit parang ang sarap-sarap matulog at magising na kayakap ka? It felt so good it seemed right…

Oo, masaya tayo kapag magkasama. Pinapadama mo naman sa akin na mahalaga ako sa iyo. Dalawang beses mo na rin sinabing mahal mo ako pero hindi ko pa rin alam kung hanggang saan tayo makakarating.

Ayaw mo ng commitment hindi ba? Malinaw ang usapan natin sa simula pa lang. Sinabi mo kasi, ayaw mo makasakit ng ibang tao. Kaya okay na iyong ganito. Hindi mo nga lang alam, nasasaktan mo na rin ako. Kasi, unti-unti na akong nahuhulog sa iyo, kahit hindi ko alam kung ano ang lugar ko sa buhay mo.

Bakit kasi kailangan pa maging komplikado ang sitwasyon natin?

***

Bakit kaya kahit alam natin na nakakasama sa atin ang isang bagay, tinutuloy pa rin natin? Marami ang may gusto ng sisig, kahit na “bad for the heart.” Nakaka-cancer ang pagyoyosi, at nakaka-palpitate ang kape, pero na-a-adik pa rin tayo dito. Bakit? Kasi iba ang pakiramdam na nabibigay ng yosi at kape. Iba ang saya ng dulot ng pagkain ng sisig. Kaya kahit masama, kahit alam natin sisingilin tayo ng katawan natin sa panandaliang kaligayahan na iyon, tinutuloy pa rin natin. Kasi sa kasalukuyan, masaya tayo.

Parang ikaw… alam ko na hindi ka nakakabuti sa akin. Alam ko na in the long run, masasaktan lang ako sa iyo. Pero bakit habang maaga pa, hindi ako umiiwas? Kasi sa ngayon, napapasaya mo ako. Napupunan mo ang ilang taong pagkukulang sa buhay ko. At pinapadama mo sa akin ang mga bagay na akala ko noon, hindi na darating sa akin.

Ikaw ang sisig, yosi at kape ng buhay ko. Hindi ko maiwas-iwasan, hindi ko kayang tanggihan, kahit na alam ko na iisa lang naman ang patutunguhan nito – sakit sa puso.

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Ang kuwentong ito, tulad ng relasyon namin, ay “parang totoo, pero hindi.”

Wedding Vow: To write or not to write one ...

I know a lot of people saw the wedding of Claudine Baretto and Raymart Santiago. Everybody was moved by their wedding vows, which is of course, written by them. I found an article on how to write your wedding vows. Here's some tips:

Original Wedding Vows - Written by You!

Would you like to write your own original wedding vows? Your wedding day is the most important day of your life and the vows you speak to your future husband or wife are some of the most significant words you'll ever say in your lifetime. Sometimes traditional wedding vows don't say what you really feel. It's easier than you think to learn how to write your own original wedding vows.

One way to get started might be to sit down and write a letter to one another about what your love and relationship mean to one another. Once you have completed this, switch papers and underline any phrases that have particular meaning to you. These ideas can be a starting point for writing your original wedding vows. Think back to the many memories you shared that had special meaning to your relationship. What feelings did these special times evoke? Make sure to include these in your letter to each other as these can spark ideas for beautiful, memorable and original wedding vows.

It may also help to ask each other questions such as:

What is that I love most about my future spouse? Why?
What makes our relationship different and special?
What role does religion play in our relationship? This may help you to decide whether you'd like to include biblical verses in your vows.
What first attracted you to your future spouse?
What are your most important shared memories?
When did you first say "I love you"?
How long does your relationship go back? Do you have shared childhood memories that be important to put into your vows?
What are your most important future goals as a couple?
What are your favorite songs and poems?

Now that you have your ideas on paper, you might want to start preparing your first rough draft. Remember this will be your ROUGH draft so feel free to let you creativity flow with ideas. You'll be modifying what you've written later. This is a time for free association and free sharing of ideas.

When you're ready to do your revised and final drafts and feel like you might need more guidance and assistance you might want to consider help from this site which can give you more information on how to write your own original wedding vows:

http://kleong5.toolkits1.hop.clickbank.net

SOURCE: http://www.write-wedding-vows.com/

I love Saturdays ...

I love Saturdays... Saturdays is when me and Jason have what we call "quality time". Even when I was still working in Manila, Saturday is the best time for us to cuddle each other, have food trips, do our shopping, watched movies, and even go out with friends.

But it has been a year now that we don't get much og our time together since I got here in Laoag. I go home in Manila once a month. I only have three days to stay and that time meant quality time not only for him, but also for my family.

I had the chance to watch The Chronicles of Narnia: the Lion, The Witch and teh Wardrobe. It's really a kid movie, with moral lessons and all that. It talks about family, the relationship of siblings to one another, the true meaning of sacrifice. It talks about LOVE. There were scenes that made me cry, call me a weirdo, but I did.

Maybe I got emotional because I miss my family a lot. I grew up really close to my brothers & my parents as well. And this is the first time I live far away from them. Tha's why its so hard for me.

I was thinking lately... I sent out a text message to my Dad. I know he's thinking about it and hoping he'll consider my idea.

I want to go home na!